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Salam...tiba2 rasa nk update plaks blog ini..

bukan malas menulis, bukan xda cerita..tp hanya kesuntukkan masa jer..

banyak benda perkara baru yg berlaku..tp dah terlalu lewat plaks nk update...bk update kt tempat2 yg senang jer...di Muka Buku @ facebook...

Skrg aku kat Port Dickson...sbb musim cuti sekolah kan..baliklh ke rumah sewaku yg comel ini..serta pulanglah ke pangkuan suami yg terchenta...tp x lah lama pun dok sini...bosan gaks weh rupa2nyer bila jadi surirumah sepenuh masa...

bangun pagi, mandikan Afiq, basuh baju, masak, lipat kain, layan Afiq, tgk tv..mati kutu hari2 dok ulang benda yg sama....huhuhuhu...
Tapi xlah penat pon berbanding masa aku mengajar n jaga Afiq....cuma masa tuh rasa terbuang jer...

Tapi x per..Afiq skrg pon dah 6mths++....dia dah boleh meniarap..tp slalu kena paksa buat sbb dia suka org dok dukung diaa..adeh..berat dah 6kg++...penatlh mama nk dukung..
sib baik ayahnyer rajin dukung...

opps..nk letak gamba Afiq lah..

masa di Pasir Salak

atas tilam yg dihadiahkn oleh Izza

fav pic of Afiq Haiqal

Cemburu ker?...

Salam...

hari nih balik KL kejap coz ada appointment ngan Klinik Kesihatan Selayang..

So, after sahur pg tadi..siap2 mandi..bawak Afiq terus ke KL..(dia x mandi..n tido dgn lenanya...) g umah my mom..kat bt caves..

Dalam around kol 6.30am bertolak dari PD..sampai umah mak dlm kol 8.30am..sbb apa lambat?..sbb jalan jem bertembung skali ngan org nk g keje laa...huhuhuhu

Sempatllah g Sogo ingat nk shopping raya..tp ntahlah..after try a few pants..terus x da mood nk shopping..hubby jer beli jeans. Sbb pe x da mood?...

my luka pembedahan tuh masih terasa sbb seluar ppn mostly kan low cut..jadi bila nk zip tuh agak menekan sikit..wpon beli suar saiz besa...ada terasa sedikit bisa laa..

so, terus putus mood nk beli..lgpon kat Sogo tuh kan meriah spttnyer ngan org shopping raya..tp td g, mcm sunyi jer..sbb 1st, time keje..then pagi lagi maaa....org pon belom nk shopping lg kot..huhuhu

dlm around kol 1.30 pm dah bertolak balik ke PD coz my hubby kene masuk duty kol 5.00pm plaks...jadi atuk n nenek gombak dia sempat tgk kejap jer...xper..nnt2 kami balik lagi sbb nk shopping lagi..hehehe

opps..mcm lari story jer...huhu..citer psl cemburu plaks..

well..i never think that my hubby nih kaki cemburu jugak..sbb before this dia mcm x kisah pon..
but 1 day..dok telek key chain my car (liverpool..dah tercabut lambang dah..huhu) n bila i kata my key chain for my car tuh my ex-bf yg kasik..

dia kata.."Kalau tahu baik org patahkan terus je"....
aku suddenly shock.."eh, cemburu ker?..x pernah cemburu pon sblom nih?"...
"yela..buat apa simpan lagi?.." pastu he became quiet...diam je..
"la..benda dah lama pakai..dari belom kenal syg lagi...guna jelah" I replied..
"Tgk org...mana da simpan lagi brg2 ex-gf"....diam lagi...

then..our conversation about the key chain stops there..hehe..wlpon mcm rasa bersalah..tp hati berbunga riang sbb my hubby ada jugak cemburu dia rupanya..hehehe....nampak x kisah pon selama nih...:)

Love him n our baby Afiq Haiqal...

Hadiah...

Salam..

ingat nk bagi hadiah lah kat hubby...

nk bagi apa?..dah ada dlm otak nih pon..ingat nak bagi henset coz dianyer henset dah rosak dah..sib baik dok sama sebulan nih..kalo x, mesti gila x pat nk contact dia..hehehe

henset yg akan dicari..of cos lah cik NOKIA kita (coz hubbydah biasa guna model nih)


yg dah dipilih...jeng..jeng..jeng..

NOKIA C2-03

spec:

1. dual sim card (paling penting)
2. touch screen
3. 2.0 mp camera
4. biasa laa..apps yg normal utk nokia..:)
5. harga yg very reasonable (boleh dpt dlm 300 je)

nih contoh hp tersebut..

front look

back look

slide look

mcm ne?..oke x?...ingat nk g beli dlm this week..kat Low Yat since nk balik kl utk my date with klinik kesihatan di Selayang...

I'am mama Afiq...

Salam..

hehe..semenjak dah bersalin nih..mmg x da kesempatan sngt nk menulis panjang2..
blog nih pon makin sunyi..huhuhu

well..my afiq haiqal is sleeping rite next 2 me...so..senang nk tgk if dia bangun nak susu..

hmm..my baby dah pandai senyum2 dah...dah pandai agah org dah...
huhu..geram tgk dia malam2 x mau tdo..skali dia senyum..pastu cakap2 (ntah apa tah..)..terus caiiiirrrr jer mama dia..huhu..

nenek dia lagilah..dok manjakan dia hari2...bunyi sket..terus dukung..padahal baru mengeliat atau celik mata..atuk dia.."mana cucu atuk..mana cucu atuk..sayang atuk..sayang atuk.." balik jogging jer terus terkam cucu...

sometimes i do feel happy as they love him so much...but sometimes i do miss my hubby more than i love my child..normal ker perasaan tuh?

well we have been mariied for more than 1 year..still it is hard to see him...huhuhu...dia nk balik every weekend pon susah..kadang2 balik on saturday or sunday pon..balik hari jer..

luckily my Afiq a bit look like my hubby (sbb masa mama dia ngandung, rindu banget sama ayah dia..hehe)..so kadang2 terubatlah rindu tuh sket2...

opps..my baby latest pics..

Muhammad Afiq Haiqal

Salam..
teringin nk tulis byk2..tp masa x begitu mengizinkan...

cuma nk bgtau...sumer yg ada di sini..:)

Pada tanggal 31 Mei 2011 jam 1.25 pagi...

di Hospital Selayang..
bertemankan hubby, mak ngan abah...

Selamat dah aku bersalinkan seorang baby lelaki...

seberat 2.18 kg (ringannya)..huhu
nama yg telah di beri..

Muhammad Afiq Haiqal bin Mohd Helmi

semoga menjadi seorang khalifah yg berguna di dunia dan akhirat..amin..

6 days left....

Salam...

dalam sedar x sedar..tinggal 6 days jer nk sampai ke due date...

aih..perut skrg pon kerap rasa x selasa..dah sakit2 sikit2..but still xlah sakit mcm nk bersalin (kowt?..huhu)

Well..school break pon dah start hari nih..yippie..
but..byk paper nk kene tanda...huhuhu
need to make it all done before dah dlm labor room...x kan nk tanda masa dlm pantang kan?...
masa pantang adalah masa yg terbaik utk berehat n gain our beauty back..hehehe...n main2 dgn baby for whole day..(bila anak mama nk senyum depan mama dia nih..huhuh)

papers that i need to marks..huhu

1. English 3 classes (42 + 38 + 24)
2. Spelling 3 classes (42 + 38 + 24)
3. P. Seni Visual (37 + 38)
4. PJK (42 + 38)

dah la paper yg kene tanda sumer paper hari Khamis..haha..senang citer..Jumaat lah start marking...

alhamdulillah dah siap tanda

1. English 2 classes
2. Spelling 3 classes
3. PSV 2 classes

yg lain tuh masih dlm progress....haih..mari berusaha..
siap doa kt baby lagi..
" Baby mama jgn keluar dulu taw..bg mama abis tanda sumer paper dulu oke.."

opps..when my due date is just next week...hahaha..

huhuhu..doa jgn bersalin hari ahad malam sampai isnin pagi...
Sbb hubby duty x leh bawa phone time tuh..huhu..mana nk contact dia time tuh...
baby mama baik kan..huhuhu...

doakan yg terbaik buat kami..

*opps..my sister in law ada kt sini ngan ank dia (aqeef)...skrg aqeef suka ikut Acu (kami) dia sebut perkataan kami jugak..hehehe..(guna kami sbb skrg cik pah mmg berdua pon..ada bby kt dlm pewut kan..heheh)

salam..

List2 barang baby....:)

Salam...
walaupon hari Sabtu nih supposed to be my amazing day...but it is hopeless to think that it will turned out that way..Arfah..i know..

i did guessed it earlier...hmm..leave it behind...let's talk bout something happy rite?


Ada member yg tanya..nk list2 barang2 baby yang dah dibeli...ehehhe...semua based on books that i have read..and some from experienced by others (my sis in law..and friends)

List2 barang baby....

1. Baju n seluar (dah beli 6 pasang)
2. Lampin yg boleh dibasuh (1 dozen)
3. Sarung kaki n tgn (4 pasang)
4. Pampers pakai buang ( 1 bekas for newborn)
5. Set mandian
6. Bekas mandi
7. Bekas bedak
8. Barut (3 pasang)
9. Botol susu (2 btol..incase..)
10. Beg utk letak brg2 baby
11. Set bantal n tilam baby
12. Sabun (utk basuh bottle n lampin baby)
13. Selimut (2 helai)
14. Tuala (2 helai)
15. Tudung saji (hehe..utk cover baby takut nyamuk)


hmm...apa lg ek?...mcm lupa jer..

this are some of my baby's stuff...



Beg baby n bekas susu dia..


sumer di letakkan dlm nih...(just for temporary)




nie tilam2 n bantal baby

Am I Selfish?...

Salam....

Am I selfish...when my stuff were being used by others...and im so don't like it...

Am I selfish when they cook for me but i don't want to eat them as they cook it like this is their home?...eventhough maybe it is just my thought?

Am I selfish when i can see that he is living well and happy when I felt so miserable....

Am I selfish when I want it to be us..only us..with no others...

Am I selfish if I told them to go away...

Am I selfish?.....as i can only see him once a month as they can see him everyday...
and because of that..can they just give us some space to be alone...at least when i'm here...

Am I selfish when I want to think that i don't want my baby to be like them?...I want my baby to well mannered....huhuhu

Am I selfish if i told him....all of that?....

When just left 52 days to go....

Salam....

Rasernyer scince i've started getting 'berisi'....mmg blog nih ala2 left alone..jd ank tiri plaks...huhuhu

should make some changes...as our attitude will affect our baby/ies...huhuhu


Would like to share some detail...n some happiness wif u guys..:)

First of all...my baby's scan pic...dah lama scan...masa around 23 weeks...hehehe...dah lama kan?..now dah berapa weeks?....32 weeks...eh..terbalik no jer..

so..this is my baby....u can see the chubby face but his hands are covering his face..and of course..the genital area..that proves he is a boy...

nilah scannyer...(23 weeks n 3 days)

on the right side..my chubby baby with his hand covering his face
left side..his legs and showing his genital area

ada nk tulis lain..nnt sambung lah..ehehe..bg byk sket post...

65 days to go...yippie...

Salam...

hmm...apa ek..
makin byk activity yg berlaku...tp makin malas nk menulis....

kerja2 LAB (Laporan Adab Belajar) ala2 Buku Rekod murid2 tuh dah siap diisi dah..tinggal nk suruh PK Petang je sign...

kerja2 keceriaan kelas pun x start lagik..huhuhu...bahan2 dah beli..idea dah mencurah2..tp tangan n kaki nk buat tuh terasa beban kemalasan..(adakah akan affect my baby?..) hopefully x ler..jgn anak mama nih jadi malas..huhuhuhu

kadang2 dah nak masuk 8 mnths nih..jalan pon masih pantas dan tuntas..buku pon still dok kendong byk2 lagi...ramai guru2 tego.."Arfah...jgn bwk barang berat2.." huhu..but i still can manage to walk faster...n turun naik tangga tingkat 4 ngan tingkat 3....

kadang2 kagum dgn diri sendiri...heheh..alhamdulillah masih kuat..demi anak murid ku...
but now, suara jer yg serak2 ella..huhuhu...kalo ajar muzsik nih mesti suara sheksi..hahaha

well..since i'm start expecting nih...my weight is almost 49 kg....now dah nk masuk 8 mnths...my weight is almost 57 kg....n now my weight is stabilizing....mebi dah x akan naik lg dah

alhamdulillah my hgb (blood cells count) already normal..above 11...kalau x..akan affect kat baby...

yg lain..x da diabetis or high blood pressure...alhamdulillah...normal semua..
kira baby first nih...x membawa any masalah kepada ku...x da muntah2..x da alahan..i'm a healthy mother..:)..syukur..cuma a bit sensitive..coz away from hubby ler katakan..ehehhe

Baby pun dah redi nama...opps..can't tell u guys yet..ehehe...
Me n my hubby pon dah setuju nama tuh..n..babies stuff almost completed..
cuma mama's stuff jer blom beli lagik..huhuhu

tgk baby gerak2 dalam perut makes me happy..n sometimes he do respond to my touches n voices..sukanya...ehehe
yes..for anyone who didnt know my baby's gender..we have scanned n hopefully he is a boy...

Ada guru sekolah yg tanya.... "x nak ambil cuti awal ker?"...but i hope i don't have too..coz..cuti sekolah starts on 28th of May...n my due is 3rd of June..jadi ada 1 week b4 my due date..hopefully x perlu..n of course i will take the 3 months leave...ehehe..nak dok sama hubby n baby...

ada gambar sacan dia..but i don't remember where did i placed my transfer wire..jadi nntlah kalo jumpa wire tu...baru upload..

okelah...rite now nak rehat2..ehehe..
sekolah petang..balik pon almost 7.00 pm...

take care all..:)

Sensififnya.....

Salam..

lama giler x menjengah blog nih....

hmm...

ibu2 mengandung sngt sensitif...tgk tv sedih sket dah nangis...hubby lmbt reply sms dah nangis...

huhuhu....nnt anak jd cenggeng plak...

kuat2...
oklah..:)

loving what i'm doing now...

Salam...
there is always some ways to attract my attention...

yes..they surely do..

but with acting as cool as iced...i hope that this will lead to the truth...

the truth is out there...:)

ready or not..i'm as sneaky as u're...

He's not here anymore....but my new love will stay with me...

Salam...

malam tadi dlm kol 8 dia bertolak balik ke PD...

he smsed me when he arrived just now...
"Ayg, syg dah sampai PD"....how i wish he was here with me...

haih..tu lah masalahnya bila kita dah dekat..n when we are far again..
it's hard to accept...

nasib ada baby dlm perut dok teman mama dia hari2...love u my new sweetheart...

skrg bby lagi rajin tendang2 dalam nih..kadang2..sampai nk mengiring pon dia marah..sempt dah ker dlm tuh?...
asal mengiring jer dia tendang2..
mengiring ke kiri..dia tendang sisi kiri...terasa sakit..alih la mengiring ke kanan..dia dok tendang kanan...last2 kene tido tegak lah jugak mama dia nih...huhuhu

kadang2 siap men tanya2 lagi baby.."buat apa dalam tuh?..main ek?.." tuh suka tanya bila dia aktif sngt gerak..x berhenti2...but it really feels good..x saba nk usik baby secara terus...

now, today..officially dah 6 bulan....dah tinggal lg 3 bulan jer....dub..dab..dub..dab...

pg tadi borak2 ngan hubby...tanya dia..
"nnt masa ayg bersalin, syg x da lah nak teman kan?...kalau ayg bersalin pagi2 buta..mesti syg x da.."

lalu hubby pon jawab..
"ishk..syg time tuh mintak cuti awal awal la sblom tarikh nak due..dok teman ayg la.."

huhu....

but i'm glad at least i'm here living with my parents....they will definitely take good care of me...like i'm still the baby of the family....ehehe

sayang mak..abah...
tapi sayang lagi suami..ehehe... :p

Bad News...hmm....dugaan n cabaran....lagi?..

Salam...

x mau cerita banyak...sbb x da mood..
n also hubby x balik2 lagi after keluar jam 8.30pm...skrg dah pukul 2.30am..(dia janji nk balik kol 1.30)..geram nih....

make it short..
our marriage will be a far marriage again..

he has to be transferred back to Port Dickson starting next week..
n i've just received the news yesterday...

been crying for whole night...n having flu for whole day...

i'm not in a good mood.....for 2 years..we will be separated (again)..

i'm not going to ask for transfer as i haven't 'sah jawatan' yet...
so..better for me to stick to the same school for at least 2 years..after that, baru bleh mintak tuka...

that's the consequences of marrying an army.....
live as a nomad peoples...

one u are here..the next day u at somewhere else...

opps..moreover..

i've moved to SK Taman Seri Gombak...much nearer to my home....
and....i did not teach english language...

my subjects are..

1. Science ( 3 classes)
2. B.Malaysia ( 1 class)
3. Music ( 3 classes)
4. PJK ( 1 class)

n i'm a class teacher of actively 2 Segar...consists of 37 pupils..
20 boys n 17 girls...


rite now i'm having a lot of emotions running inside..
a little bit mad n sad...
n very tired of this kind of situations...


okelah..
semuanya ada hikmah...
:)
Doa n tawakkal aja lah kan?

Good morning...assalamualaikum...

A happy expecting mother..:)

Salam...
lama sungguh x hapdate blog nih..huhuhu

my kandungan dah masuk 23 minggu...dalam erti kata lain...dah 5 bulan 3 minggu...almost 6 months la...so..ada lagi dlm lbh kurang 3 bulan lagi nak due...

sebabkan saya sebagai seorang expecting ibu yg x reti nak sabar nk tahu her baby's gender..dengan x sabarnya telah mengajak hubby ke kilnik..nak scan..

sib baik hubby cuti hari nih..so..after g lunch@tea time kat KFC around 5 pm (dr pagi mkn sekeping roti canai jer..lapo giler)...baru aku g scan..almost kol 6 jugak lah time nk scan tuh..

aku g Klinik Sri Indah jer...dekat area Taman Samudra (dah pernah g skali..tp sbb demam jer dulu)...

Masa g klinik tuh..baby dah gerak2 kt dalam...mmg time nih time dia gerak2...sampai maghrib..pastu stop..kol 9pm sampai pg esok dia akan gerak2 balik..dah tau dah rutin bby..ehehe

Bila bby dok gerak2 kt dalam tuh...risau gaks..if scan nih nampak ke x gender dia..girl ker..boy ker...nnt rugi jer g scan x nampak...huhu

x lah tunggu lama...then turn up my number..806..masukler bilik D..doktor dia perempuan melayu islam..Dr. Fauziah..sngt2 sweet...tanya bila last period..siap kata lg.."sori dr..dah terlupa..tp masa last scan...masa tuh 9w 3d...n due dia 3 jun 2011 nih...." "Kalo scan..agak2 dah bleh tahu x gender dia?" siap tanya mcm tuh lg..ehehe...sib baik doc tuh kata.."kita try..InsyaAllah nampak"....

Aku n hubby aku pon follow doc tuh nk g scan...debar2 sbb time tuh rasa bby dok gerak2 dlm perut nih..(alamak..nampak ke nih..huhu..)

masa 1st doc tuh check perut..dia kata..saiz besa nih..mcm saiz 26 minggu....pastu dia pon redi nak scan..as usual..letak gel tuh..

then masa 1st scan..nampak muka bby..alamk..chubby nyer...terus aku agak..mcm muka ayah dia lah...huhu..sihat nih...
pastu doc tuh pon gerak2..dia kata..."ha..tuh..nampak.."..aku plak.."nampak apa?"...

dia kata.."nk tahu gender kan?...sy bgtahu..insyaAllah..boy nnt. Kita tgk lagi skali ok.."....aku dah "alamak...dalam hati hoping nak bby girl..wpon dah dpt agak bby boy coz tgk dr perut.

Skali bby tuh malu plaks...ehehe..terus bila nk tgk muka dia lagi skali..nengok bird dia pon dia dah cover. Doc siap kata.."dia tgh men jari kot"..sbb jari2 dia betol2 depan muka..kaki dah terus silang2..x bg nampak bawah tuh...
pusing punya pusing..doc tuh pon berjaya tunjuk lagi.."ha..tuh la...nampak x?. Tuh tangan dia..kaki dia..badan dia.." Alahai...comel la plaks...chubbynya bby aku nih...tangan, kaki, peha semua nampak sihat..lengkap..uri pon oke...bby sihat..alhamdulillah...

terus after scan..aku ajak hubby jom g Sogo..survey brg2 bby..n call my mum n my sis in law..

"Mak dah agak dah lelaki..tgk nomi x da bersolek pon...pastu malas ngan penat jer.." alamk..malas ker?..huhuu
"ok lah tuh..aqeef ada geng.." Kak ita..huhuhu....

hubby plaks?..apa ek reaksi dia?..

dr pas scan dok tersengih2 jer...dia mmg suka kalo bby boy..sengih memanjang jer...
aku?..asal bby sihat n sempurna sifat..alhamdulillah...

y nak bby girl masa mula2 tuh?..
sebab..abah dah ada cucu lelaki...kalo bleh nak bg cucu perempuan plaks...

tp x pelah..
abah kata..
"alamk..abis rumah nnt..hehehe"

sukanya...i'm happy..:)
A Happy Expecting Mother....:)