Friday, February 11, 2011

He's not here anymore....but my new love will stay with me...

Salam...

malam tadi dlm kol 8 dia bertolak balik ke PD...

he smsed me when he arrived just now...
"Ayg, syg dah sampai PD"....how i wish he was here with me...

haih..tu lah masalahnya bila kita dah dekat..n when we are far again..
it's hard to accept...

nasib ada baby dlm perut dok teman mama dia hari2...love u my new sweetheart...

skrg bby lagi rajin tendang2 dalam nih..kadang2..sampai nk mengiring pon dia marah..sempt dah ker dlm tuh?...
asal mengiring jer dia tendang2..
mengiring ke kiri..dia tendang sisi kiri...terasa sakit..alih la mengiring ke kanan..dia dok tendang kanan...last2 kene tido tegak lah jugak mama dia nih...huhuhu

kadang2 siap men tanya2 lagi baby.."buat apa dalam tuh?..main ek?.." tuh suka tanya bila dia aktif sngt gerak..x berhenti2...but it really feels good..x saba nk usik baby secara terus...

now, today..officially dah 6 bulan....dah tinggal lg 3 bulan jer....dub..dab..dub..dab...

pg tadi borak2 ngan hubby...tanya dia..
"nnt masa ayg bersalin, syg x da lah nak teman kan?...kalau ayg bersalin pagi2 buta..mesti syg x da.."

lalu hubby pon jawab..
"ishk..syg time tuh mintak cuti awal awal la sblom tarikh nak due..dok teman ayg la.."

huhu....

but i'm glad at least i'm here living with my parents....they will definitely take good care of me...like i'm still the baby of the family....ehehe

sayang mak..abah...
tapi sayang lagi suami..ehehe... :p

Bad News...hmm....dugaan n cabaran....lagi?..

Salam...

x mau cerita banyak...sbb x da mood..
n also hubby x balik2 lagi after keluar jam 8.30pm...skrg dah pukul 2.30am..(dia janji nk balik kol 1.30)..geram nih....

make it short..
our marriage will be a far marriage again..

he has to be transferred back to Port Dickson starting next week..
n i've just received the news yesterday...

been crying for whole night...n having flu for whole day...

i'm not in a good mood.....for 2 years..we will be separated (again)..

i'm not going to ask for transfer as i haven't 'sah jawatan' yet...
so..better for me to stick to the same school for at least 2 years..after that, baru bleh mintak tuka...

that's the consequences of marrying an army.....
live as a nomad peoples...

one u are here..the next day u at somewhere else...

opps..moreover..

i've moved to SK Taman Seri Gombak...much nearer to my home....
and....i did not teach english language...

my subjects are..

1. Science ( 3 classes)
2. B.Malaysia ( 1 class)
3. Music ( 3 classes)
4. PJK ( 1 class)

n i'm a class teacher of actively 2 Segar...consists of 37 pupils..
20 boys n 17 girls...


rite now i'm having a lot of emotions running inside..
a little bit mad n sad...
n very tired of this kind of situations...


okelah..
semuanya ada hikmah...
:)
Doa n tawakkal aja lah kan?

Good morning...assalamualaikum...

Friday, February 4, 2011

A happy expecting mother..:)

Salam...
lama sungguh x hapdate blog nih..huhuhu

my kandungan dah masuk 23 minggu...dalam erti kata lain...dah 5 bulan 3 minggu...almost 6 months la...so..ada lagi dlm lbh kurang 3 bulan lagi nak due...

sebabkan saya sebagai seorang expecting ibu yg x reti nak sabar nk tahu her baby's gender..dengan x sabarnya telah mengajak hubby ke kilnik..nak scan..

sib baik hubby cuti hari nih..so..after g lunch@tea time kat KFC around 5 pm (dr pagi mkn sekeping roti canai jer..lapo giler)...baru aku g scan..almost kol 6 jugak lah time nk scan tuh..

aku g Klinik Sri Indah jer...dekat area Taman Samudra (dah pernah g skali..tp sbb demam jer dulu)...

Masa g klinik tuh..baby dah gerak2 kt dalam...mmg time nih time dia gerak2...sampai maghrib..pastu stop..kol 9pm sampai pg esok dia akan gerak2 balik..dah tau dah rutin bby..ehehe

Bila bby dok gerak2 kt dalam tuh...risau gaks..if scan nih nampak ke x gender dia..girl ker..boy ker...nnt rugi jer g scan x nampak...huhu

x lah tunggu lama...then turn up my number..806..masukler bilik D..doktor dia perempuan melayu islam..Dr. Fauziah..sngt2 sweet...tanya bila last period..siap kata lg.."sori dr..dah terlupa..tp masa last scan...masa tuh 9w 3d...n due dia 3 jun 2011 nih...." "Kalo scan..agak2 dah bleh tahu x gender dia?" siap tanya mcm tuh lg..ehehe...sib baik doc tuh kata.."kita try..InsyaAllah nampak"....

Aku n hubby aku pon follow doc tuh nk g scan...debar2 sbb time tuh rasa bby dok gerak2 dlm perut nih..(alamak..nampak ke nih..huhu..)

masa 1st doc tuh check perut..dia kata..saiz besa nih..mcm saiz 26 minggu....pastu dia pon redi nak scan..as usual..letak gel tuh..

then masa 1st scan..nampak muka bby..alamk..chubby nyer...terus aku agak..mcm muka ayah dia lah...huhu..sihat nih...
pastu doc tuh pon gerak2..dia kata..."ha..tuh..nampak.."..aku plak.."nampak apa?"...

dia kata.."nk tahu gender kan?...sy bgtahu..insyaAllah..boy nnt. Kita tgk lagi skali ok.."....aku dah "alamak...dalam hati hoping nak bby girl..wpon dah dpt agak bby boy coz tgk dr perut.

Skali bby tuh malu plaks...ehehe..terus bila nk tgk muka dia lagi skali..nengok bird dia pon dia dah cover. Doc siap kata.."dia tgh men jari kot"..sbb jari2 dia betol2 depan muka..kaki dah terus silang2..x bg nampak bawah tuh...
pusing punya pusing..doc tuh pon berjaya tunjuk lagi.."ha..tuh la...nampak x?. Tuh tangan dia..kaki dia..badan dia.." Alahai...comel la plaks...chubbynya bby aku nih...tangan, kaki, peha semua nampak sihat..lengkap..uri pon oke...bby sihat..alhamdulillah...

terus after scan..aku ajak hubby jom g Sogo..survey brg2 bby..n call my mum n my sis in law..

"Mak dah agak dah lelaki..tgk nomi x da bersolek pon...pastu malas ngan penat jer.." alamk..malas ker?..huhuu
"ok lah tuh..aqeef ada geng.." Kak ita..huhuhu....

hubby plaks?..apa ek reaksi dia?..

dr pas scan dok tersengih2 jer...dia mmg suka kalo bby boy..sengih memanjang jer...
aku?..asal bby sihat n sempurna sifat..alhamdulillah...

y nak bby girl masa mula2 tuh?..
sebab..abah dah ada cucu lelaki...kalo bleh nak bg cucu perempuan plaks...

tp x pelah..
abah kata..
"alamk..abis rumah nnt..hehehe"

sukanya...i'm happy..:)
A Happy Expecting Mother....:)