Monday, December 12, 2011

Dah besar....

Salam...tiba2 rasa nk update plaks blog ini..

bukan malas menulis, bukan xda cerita..tp hanya kesuntukkan masa jer..

banyak benda perkara baru yg berlaku..tp dah terlalu lewat plaks nk update...bk update kt tempat2 yg senang jer...di Muka Buku @ facebook...

Skrg aku kat Port Dickson...sbb musim cuti sekolah kan..baliklh ke rumah sewaku yg comel ini..serta pulanglah ke pangkuan suami yg terchenta...tp x lah lama pun dok sini...bosan gaks weh rupa2nyer bila jadi surirumah sepenuh masa...

bangun pagi, mandikan Afiq, basuh baju, masak, lipat kain, layan Afiq, tgk tv..mati kutu hari2 dok ulang benda yg sama....huhuhuhu...
Tapi xlah penat pon berbanding masa aku mengajar n jaga Afiq....cuma masa tuh rasa terbuang jer...

Tapi x per..Afiq skrg pon dah 6mths++....dia dah boleh meniarap..tp slalu kena paksa buat sbb dia suka org dok dukung diaa..adeh..berat dah 6kg++...penatlh mama nk dukung..
sib baik ayahnyer rajin dukung...

opps..nk letak gamba Afiq lah..

masa di Pasir Salak




atas tilam yg dihadiahkn oleh Izza




fav pic of Afiq Haiqal

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Cemburu ker?...

Salam...

hari nih balik KL kejap coz ada appointment ngan Klinik Kesihatan Selayang..

So, after sahur pg tadi..siap2 mandi..bawak Afiq terus ke KL..(dia x mandi..n tido dgn lenanya...) g umah my mom..kat bt caves..

Dalam around kol 6.30am bertolak dari PD..sampai umah mak dlm kol 8.30am..sbb apa lambat?..sbb jalan jem bertembung skali ngan org nk g keje laa...huhuhuhu

Sempatllah g Sogo ingat nk shopping raya..tp ntahlah..after try a few pants..terus x da mood nk shopping..hubby jer beli jeans. Sbb pe x da mood?...

my luka pembedahan tuh masih terasa sbb seluar ppn mostly kan low cut..jadi bila nk zip tuh agak menekan sikit..wpon beli suar saiz besa...ada terasa sedikit bisa laa..

so, terus putus mood nk beli..lgpon kat Sogo tuh kan meriah spttnyer ngan org shopping raya..tp td g, mcm sunyi jer..sbb 1st, time keje..then pagi lagi maaa....org pon belom nk shopping lg kot..huhuhu

dlm around kol 1.30 pm dah bertolak balik ke PD coz my hubby kene masuk duty kol 5.00pm plaks...jadi atuk n nenek gombak dia sempat tgk kejap jer...xper..nnt2 kami balik lagi sbb nk shopping lagi..hehehe

opps..mcm lari story jer...huhu..citer psl cemburu plaks..

well..i never think that my hubby nih kaki cemburu jugak..sbb before this dia mcm x kisah pon..
but 1 day..dok telek key chain my car (liverpool..dah tercabut lambang dah..huhu) n bila i kata my key chain for my car tuh my ex-bf yg kasik..

dia kata.."Kalau tahu baik org patahkan terus je"....
aku suddenly shock.."eh, cemburu ker?..x pernah cemburu pon sblom nih?"...
"yela..buat apa simpan lagi?.." pastu he became quiet...diam je..
"la..benda dah lama pakai..dari belom kenal syg lagi...guna jelah" I replied..
"Tgk org...mana da simpan lagi brg2 ex-gf"....diam lagi...

then..our conversation about the key chain stops there..hehe..wlpon mcm rasa bersalah..tp hati berbunga riang sbb my hubby ada jugak cemburu dia rupanya..hehehe....nampak x kisah pon selama nih...:)

Love him n our baby Afiq Haiqal...



Monday, August 15, 2011

Hadiah...

Salam..

ingat nk bagi hadiah lah kat hubby...

nk bagi apa?..dah ada dlm otak nih pon..ingat nak bagi henset coz dianyer henset dah rosak dah..sib baik dok sama sebulan nih..kalo x, mesti gila x pat nk contact dia..hehehe

henset yg akan dicari..of cos lah cik NOKIA kita (coz hubbydah biasa guna model nih)


yg dah dipilih...jeng..jeng..jeng..

NOKIA C2-03

spec:

1. dual sim card (paling penting)
2. touch screen
3. 2.0 mp camera
4. biasa laa..apps yg normal utk nokia..:)
5. harga yg very reasonable (boleh dpt dlm 300 je)

nih contoh hp tersebut..



front look






back look






slide look


mcm ne?..oke x?...ingat nk g beli dlm this week..kat Low Yat since nk balik kl utk my date with klinik kesihatan di Selayang...



Sunday, July 24, 2011

I'am mama Afiq...

Salam..

hehe..semenjak dah bersalin nih..mmg x da kesempatan sngt nk menulis panjang2..
blog nih pon makin sunyi..huhuhu

well..my afiq haiqal is sleeping rite next 2 me...so..senang nk tgk if dia bangun nak susu..

hmm..my baby dah pandai senyum2 dah...dah pandai agah org dah...
huhu..geram tgk dia malam2 x mau tdo..skali dia senyum..pastu cakap2 (ntah apa tah..)..terus caiiiirrrr jer mama dia..huhu..

nenek dia lagilah..dok manjakan dia hari2...bunyi sket..terus dukung..padahal baru mengeliat atau celik mata..atuk dia.."mana cucu atuk..mana cucu atuk..sayang atuk..sayang atuk.." balik jogging jer terus terkam cucu...

sometimes i do feel happy as they love him so much...but sometimes i do miss my hubby more than i love my child..normal ker perasaan tuh?

well we have been mariied for more than 1 year..still it is hard to see him...huhuhu...dia nk balik every weekend pon susah..kadang2 balik on saturday or sunday pon..balik hari jer..

luckily my Afiq a bit look like my hubby (sbb masa mama dia ngandung, rindu banget sama ayah dia..hehe)..so kadang2 terubatlah rindu tuh sket2...

opps..my baby latest pics..









Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Muhammad Afiq Haiqal

Salam..
teringin nk tulis byk2..tp masa x begitu mengizinkan...

cuma nk bgtau...sumer yg ada di sini..:)

Pada tanggal 31 Mei 2011 jam 1.25 pagi...

di Hospital Selayang..
bertemankan hubby, mak ngan abah...

Selamat dah aku bersalinkan seorang baby lelaki...

seberat 2.18 kg (ringannya)..huhu
nama yg telah di beri..

Muhammad Afiq Haiqal bin Mohd Helmi

semoga menjadi seorang khalifah yg berguna di dunia dan akhirat..amin..

Saturday, May 28, 2011

6 days left....

Salam...

dalam sedar x sedar..tinggal 6 days jer nk sampai ke due date...

aih..perut skrg pon kerap rasa x selasa..dah sakit2 sikit2..but still xlah sakit mcm nk bersalin (kowt?..huhu)

Well..school break pon dah start hari nih..yippie..
but..byk paper nk kene tanda...huhuhu
need to make it all done before dah dlm labor room...x kan nk tanda masa dlm pantang kan?...
masa pantang adalah masa yg terbaik utk berehat n gain our beauty back..hehehe...n main2 dgn baby for whole day..(bila anak mama nk senyum depan mama dia nih..huhuh)

papers that i need to marks..huhu

1. English 3 classes (42 + 38 + 24)
2. Spelling 3 classes (42 + 38 + 24)
3. P. Seni Visual (37 + 38)
4. PJK (42 + 38)

dah la paper yg kene tanda sumer paper hari Khamis..haha..senang citer..Jumaat lah start marking...

alhamdulillah dah siap tanda

1. English 2 classes
2. Spelling 3 classes
3. PSV 2 classes

yg lain tuh masih dlm progress....haih..mari berusaha..
siap doa kt baby lagi..
" Baby mama jgn keluar dulu taw..bg mama abis tanda sumer paper dulu oke.."

opps..when my due date is just next week...hahaha..

huhuhu..doa jgn bersalin hari ahad malam sampai isnin pagi...
Sbb hubby duty x leh bawa phone time tuh..huhu..mana nk contact dia time tuh...
baby mama baik kan..huhuhu...

doakan yg terbaik buat kami..

*opps..my sister in law ada kt sini ngan ank dia (aqeef)...skrg aqeef suka ikut Acu (kami) dia sebut perkataan kami jugak..hehehe..(guna kami sbb skrg cik pah mmg berdua pon..ada bby kt dlm pewut kan..heheh)

salam..

Saturday, April 23, 2011

List2 barang baby....:)

Salam...
walaupon hari Sabtu nih supposed to be my amazing day...but it is hopeless to think that it will turned out that way..Arfah..i know..

i did guessed it earlier...hmm..leave it behind...let's talk bout something happy rite?


Ada member yg tanya..nk list2 barang2 baby yang dah dibeli...ehehhe...semua based on books that i have read..and some from experienced by others (my sis in law..and friends)

List2 barang baby....

1. Baju n seluar (dah beli 6 pasang)
2. Lampin yg boleh dibasuh (1 dozen)
3. Sarung kaki n tgn (4 pasang)
4. Pampers pakai buang ( 1 bekas for newborn)
5. Set mandian
6. Bekas mandi
7. Bekas bedak
8. Barut (3 pasang)
9. Botol susu (2 btol..incase..)
10. Beg utk letak brg2 baby
11. Set bantal n tilam baby
12. Sabun (utk basuh bottle n lampin baby)
13. Selimut (2 helai)
14. Tuala (2 helai)
15. Tudung saji (hehe..utk cover baby takut nyamuk)


hmm...apa lg ek?...mcm lupa jer..

this are some of my baby's stuff...



Beg baby n bekas susu dia..


sumer di letakkan dlm nih...(just for temporary)




nie tilam2 n bantal baby

Am I Selfish?...

Salam....

Am I selfish...when my stuff were being used by others...and im so don't like it...

Am I selfish when they cook for me but i don't want to eat them as they cook it like this is their home?...eventhough maybe it is just my thought?

Am I selfish when i can see that he is living well and happy when I felt so miserable....

Am I selfish when I want it to be us..only us..with no others...

Am I selfish if I told them to go away...

Am I selfish?.....as i can only see him once a month as they can see him everyday...
and because of that..can they just give us some space to be alone...at least when i'm here...

Am I selfish when I want to think that i don't want my baby to be like them?...I want my baby to well mannered....huhuhu

Am I selfish if i told him....all of that?....