Am I Selfish?...

Salam....

Am I selfish...when my stuff were being used by others...and im so don't like it...

Am I selfish when they cook for me but i don't want to eat them as they cook it like this is their home?...eventhough maybe it is just my thought?

Am I selfish when i can see that he is living well and happy when I felt so miserable....

Am I selfish when I want it to be us..only us..with no others...

Am I selfish if I told them to go away...

Am I selfish?.....as i can only see him once a month as they can see him everyday...
and because of that..can they just give us some space to be alone...at least when i'm here...

Am I selfish when I want to think that i don't want my baby to be like them?...I want my baby to well mannered....huhuhu

Am I selfish if i told him....all of that?....