(Part 2) Innalillah utk Sofiahwati Mohamed Yusop...we will miss u every seconds..

Salam..

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Aku pon g laa terus turun kat HEP..nak mintak pengecualian kuliah..for hari nih n tomorrow..

akk kerani tuh very supportive..aku..dah menggelabah dah actually...aku dah x tau nak fikir apa...

Aku ternampak ustaz Basil kat situ..aku kata lah..
"Asslamualaikum..ustaz..sy nak mintak pengecualian kelas hari nih. Saya kene balik ke KL sekarang jugak..kakak saya tgh nazak.."
Then ustaz tuh pon kata lah..ambil la borang tuh..kat depan..
Aku pon g laa kat kaunter depan tuh..n disitu aku x leh tahan..aku dah teresak2 dah nangis..
nak tulis borang pon tangan menggeletar..dalam hati hanya Allah swt jer tahu betapa aku nak suruh akak aku bertahan...jangan pergi dulu...

Then dia kata amek sign tutor ngan sign pengarah..pastu tinggal jer borang tuh kat situ..

Aku pon g lah english dept..tujuan aku nak carik Mr.Kamal..our tutor..tp dia x da..yg ada hanya lect Mr.Puven..so..aku pon mintak laa sign MR.Puven..

And as i can say..he is really concern and understanding..he even help me to write the reason in a proper way..coz aku pon dah blur nak tulis apa..and he say..be carefull balik tuh...jangan drive laju2..

After saying thanks to him..i rushed to bilik pengarah..tp 2-2 pon x da..pengarah n timbalan pengarah..

aku tunjuk laa kat Akk. x tau nama (PA pengarah)....boleh x aku tinggalkan surat tuh kat sini...aku kata pengecualian aku hari ni..n pada hari tuh..aku sngt nak memarahi sungguh dept IPTB nih..really!!!

Aku tau aku x patut..tp hr tuh aku dah ter'curse' derang..ahahaha...yer aa...ngan akk PA tuh..dia kata kalo nak hari nih penegcualian..kene dptkan sign sekarang jugak..Timbalan pun tgh g minum..

"Boleh x saya tunggu sini.." Aku masih senyum lagik time tuh..
tp dengan muka kerek dia..."Eh, timbalan tuh minum x tau balik bila..lepas dia balik la awk dtg balik"

"Tp saya emergency nih..saya kene balik sekarang jugak..x boleh ker saya tinggal jer surat nih kat sini..nnt saya balik, saya ambil balik.."

"Eh, apa pulak..awak gi try tanya HEP mcm ner.."

Aku pun tension..aku pon g balik HEP..tanya mcm ner nak sign tuh..then Ustz.Basil tgk laa surat aku tuh..

and to my shock..he said something that really2 nak buat aku tumbuk dia..

"Awak tahu x..sebagai pelajar..awak patutnya x leh dapat cuti. belaja lagi penting dr tgk org sakit nih. Nie saya bg pon sebab ehsan jer. (and adalah lg ayat2 hadis dia ntah..fi sabilillah laa..)"

Hey..my sister is dying..n ko nak ckp ngan aku psl benda nih semua..cerah kat aku psl belaja laa..aku dah laa nak balik nih..ko lagging2 kan aku..ko tuh dah laa ustaz..cuba famili ko yg mati???...ko mesti nak balik gaks kan?? Im so mad at that moments but as i respected him more..(but now x respect langsung dah..)..aku hanya diam jer..

Then dia kata g jer anta kat PA pengarah tuh..tinggal jer..tp sy nak awak bg bukti bahawa apa awk ckp nih betul...n dia nak aku esok2 pagi dah ada kat maktab...meaning aku hanya dpt pengecualian pada hari rabu tuh jer..(WTH???)

Aku angguk2 jela...im rushing...aku terus anta jer kat PA tuh.."HEP suruh tinggal jer borang tuh kat sini..terima kasih kak"

aku pon blah terus...x pandang akk kerek tuh langsung..n aku teurs naik ke kelas..nak amek beg.

And in class..Mr. Raja dah ada dalam tuh...i was at my phone at that moment..and trus aku g arah dia n cakap "Sir..i need to get back to KL rite now..my sister is dying"..
And he stunned..and ask.."How r u going back?"

"Im driving sir.."
"Do you think that is the fastest way to get back?"
"Then?..what do u think sir? By Air Asia?.." me smiling..still joking at that moments..but really my head wasnt thinking at all..
"Then..drive carefully..dont let ur emotions overcome u.."
"Oke sir. Bye all"

Then aku terus balik ke rumah...unlocked the house..take some things..and starts the engine..
leaves the house key to our neighbour..
and call my bf..
"Sayang..kaklong dah nazak...org nak balik KL nih.."
"Ha?..oke2..Ayg drive baik2 k.."

deshum..100 km/hr in campus..ahaha...wasnt thinking dear..
Pastu kat gate..since it is almost 1 pm..(giler aa nak uruskan semua..from 10.30 to almost 1.00 pm br leh settel..)

Nampak pakcik jaga misai tuh.."Pakcik..sy dah dapat pengecualian dah.."
"Dah?..oke.."

Aku terus drive balik..
aku singgah at RnR Gng. Semanggol....utk isi minyak...(which my bro dah masukkan duit..alhamdulillah..thanks Bejam..)

Pas tuh..aku terus pecut balik...n my bf call me..he said that he is also going to my home..asks me my add..which i know he knows..ehehe..
masa tuh aku dah x nak layan dia sngt..(well...im panic..n my focus is my sister n home jer..)
Well..at that moments...itulah masa yg paling ditakuti oleh aku..

still remember his sms..
"Syg tunggu kat umah tau..jgn drive laju2 sngt.."

aku reply (sori..wpon tahu tgh drive..tp sms masih wajib..nak tau new news...)
"eh..naper nak tunggu umah? g jer la kat spital tuh.."

then he reply..
"Aik..x kan kat spital lagi? Kan along dah x da? x bwk balik umah lagi ker? "

As i read that sms...i can feel that my hands is shaking..my heartbeat became faster...
terus aku col dia..dah x da helo2 dah..
"mana tau? sapa bgtau? jgn main2? betul ke?" I was shouting in my car..shouting n crying..still my car speed was 160 km/hr...

"dah2..bawak kete tuh elok2...x da pe.." he said..

"Cakap betul2!!!...betul ker??? Cakap!! " i shouted at him..my tears keep falling..i just cant bear it..

"Yer..syg col abah tadi...cakap kaklong dah x da..."
"Bila??"
" kol 11 lebih tadi..Dah..jgn bwk laju2.."

Then after that..aku terus letak phone..x kata apa dah...just carik no phone Kak Husna..(she knows bout my sis..)
"Akak...kaklong dah x da...derang tipu org...kaklong dah x da.." as i cried...i just cant stop crying..
"Arfah kat mana nih?..dah2..berhenti2...berhenti tepi jalan tuh..bertenang..jagan bawak laju2..hati2.."
"ha..ha..oke.." then i disconnect it..

Aku menangis...sambil drive...rasa mcm nak bg hi beam kat sumer kenderaan yg ada jer..tepi2...aku nak cepat...

baru jer aku cakap dalam hati.."kaklong..bertahan..tunggu nomi..jgn pergi dulu.." n i was too late...

I drove as fast as i can..but i know i drive safely...since i manage to arrive safely at home..around 3.15 pm..
(around 1 pm - 3.15 pm back from penang to kl)