(Part 1) Innalillah utk Sofiahwati Mohamed Yusop...we will miss u every seconds..

Salam...
As i am typing this blog..im crying...i still cant recover from it..

My lovely loved, funny, understanding, hardworking, kind sister has gone from this world.

She has been admitted to the hospital and diagnosed from cervical cancer on 1st June 2009..and has been gone through the chemo and radio treatments until 9th September starts from Pusrawi, to General Hospital and last was Subang Jaya Medical Centre.

Sofiahwati, kaklong saya yang sangat baik..yang sanggup berkorban utk kami sekeluarga..masih lagi muda untuk meninggalkan kami..she is only 32 years old..unmarried..

Alhamdulillah dia sakit x lama...bulan 6 sakit..awal bln 10 dah pergi..dalam 4 bulan jer..penderitaan yang sekejap..n kaklong pergi dengan tenang..mcm mak ngan abah cerita..

masih lagi teringat masa aku mengurut2 kaki kaklong...sambil kata nasihat kat dia..
"Kaklong kene kuat semangat..kaklong masih muda..byak lagi benda boleh buat..nomi nak kaklong sihat..kita jalan2..yang penting kaklong sihat, makan.." and now she's gone..

i still can see her smile..laughing..talking to us...it's hard when u r not ready to accept that she is leaving..

Abah kata.." Kesian abah tgk kaklong tuh..kalo Allah nak ambik dia pun..ambillah..dr dia sakit mcm tuh..kita redha dan terima jelah.."

and...aku mesti akan membalas.."ishk..abah nih..kaklong akan sihat..panjang lagi umur kaklong tuh...kita doakan bagi dia sihat.."

and i still cant believe that she is gone..

masih ingat lagi..

pagi Rabu, 7 Oktober 2009..pukul 10.30 pagi..bejam col..
"Ada x mak tepon cakap apa2 kat nomi? "
"x dapun..aa..ada..bejam nak dtg butterworth minggu depan?"
"Bukan...hmm..kaklong dah nazak..mak suruh balik.."
"HAH???!! apa??? bila? sekarang? oke2!"
"Abah suruh amek nomi, tapi jauh sngt..nomi balik sendiri laa leh x?"
"Oke2..tp bejam kene masukkan duit sket..x cukup nak balik..nomi mintak cuti skrg gak..oke"


hmm..i have no mood nak sambung..x leh tahan sedih....
lewat2 malam sambung balik...

missing her so much...
Al-Fatihah