its late...

Salam..

well..i'm late now for a week..
should i check or just waiting...

for my hubby to come home after more than 10 days traveling around peninsular Malaysia...huhuhu...

Afiq Haiqal is just 1 yr and 7 mnths...

huhu...afraid..dub..dab.dub..dab..  

Akhirnya..berjaya!!!..yezzaaa...

Salam...

Alhamdulillah...akhirnya Afiq Haiqal berjaya berhenti menghisap putingnya!!!..yeyeye..
Xperlu susah2..

bagaimana?...
sbbkan putingnya yg dulu dah rosak, dia dok gigit jd dah terkoyak..mama pon risau takat tgh2 tido dok gigit2..skali putus n tertelan..mama pon belilah puting baru yg sama juga dgn putingnya sekarang..cuma warna jer lain sikit..

malam 1st cubaan bagi dia puting lain..menangis2 dia x mau tdo..akhirnya menyebabkn mama tdo dlm 3 jam jer sbb dia syik terjaga x lena tdo. Sbb kesian x tdo..mama pon bagi balik puting lama...

pagi tuh, neneknya kata, biar gunting terus putuskn puting tuh..pastu bg dia..mesti dia paham dah x leh isap lg jd dia pon kene terima puting baru. Atas insiatif neneknyer, maka puting td terus dignting bg putus..

mlm 2nd cubaan, dia merengek nk puting...pastu bglah dia puting yg dah putus..dia isap2..xleh..bg dia puting baru..dia isap keap..pastu dia buang. Rengek2..akhirnya tertidur juaa...

siang 3rd, tdo dengan jayanya tanpa puting..smooth sleep..golek2..pastu tertidur..
mlm 3rd, pon sama...alhamdulillah..

n seterusnya...malam2 n siang2..tdo tanpa puting..

try jugak bg puting baru tuh masa awal2 mlm tuh..tp dia siap tolak2 tngn kita lg x nak..bagus jugak..

kalo x, risau mama mcm ne nk bg Afiq Haiqal berenti isap puting..alhamdulillah..xperlu suah2..Afiq Sendiri x mau..setianya pd puting dia..hehehe

Afiq Haiqal n putingnya

Teringat kisah lalu..mak aku cerita, mcm2 cara nk bg aku berenti isap puting...siap bgtau lg..especially time hujan kn ada bunyi katak...derang pon katalah mak katak pinjam nk bg kat ank dia puting tuh..dia pinjam jer..

nasib aku x yah reka cerita tuk Afiq Haiqal..alhamdulillah...

Setahun enam bulan...

Salam...

Hari nih Muhammad Afiq Haiqal ada sesi melawat klinik...sesi juma 3 bln skali jer..sbb dah setahun above..

Hari nih juga Afiq Haiqal lagi beberapa hari jer nk masuk 1 yr 6 mnths...dah nak masuk 2 yrs dah..mcm2 mama dah rancang for Afiq..hehehe..

Sepatutnya hari nih kol 9 appointment, tp since Afiq Haiqal bangun pon kol 9.15...jadi lambatlh mama kene siapkan. Lagpon tuh pon bangun sbb mama kejut. "Afiq...bangun, dah pagi dah nih.." Dia sedar bila nama dia kene panggil..dia akan mcm bergerak2, mengeliat or mata terkebil2. Kalo nk suruh dia bgn awal ke..kene buat mcm tuh la..xpyah nk usik2 gerak..just panggil..dia mesti akan terjaga..i like..:)

So, sampai klinik around kol 10 pg..basket utk appointment kol 9 dah xder..terpaksalh etak kt basket kol 10. jd agak2 mesti lambat nih siap, tp tgk2 xlah lama sangt..mebi sbb cuti skolah, or mebi sbb hari nih mmg x ramai kot. No giliran: 0122...dlm 11.15 dah settle sume.

Yg bestnyer..hari nih dia kene cucuk 1 thn setengah..jadi masa dlm blik suntikan..nurse nk cucuklh kat peha dia, boleh dia bantai gelak. Hehe..my Afiq Haiqal seorng yg penggeli actually....dia mmg akan cepat geli if kita sentuh some part of his body..td nurse pon gelak sbb dia gelak. Sampai nk tergolek2 dia d=gelak bila peha dia kene usik..huhuhu..sib baik x nangis..gelak je masa kene suntik. Alhamdulillah...sampai skrg nih x pernah demam bila kene cucuk.n hopefully, cucuk nih pon x demam jugaklh.

Timbang berat dia td..sume paras ngam2 je ngan umur dia, 8.35kg...n tinggi 82.3cm. Mebi masa hr tuh dia ada sikit demam, so mmg x makan n kurang sngt minum susu, tuh yg turun balik. Kalau x, mmg hari2 makan nasi 3 kali sehari...semangat nk dukung..huhu..apa2 pon..harap2 dia boleh membesar dgn sihat, cergas n cerdas.

xda ambil pics dia latetst sngt pon..nih saje2 letak wat cuci2 mata..
hehehe..

Afiq Haiqal pakai bju pyjama

Tgh masukkan tisu dlm lubang tandas..heheh

So, tuh saje yg terlatest...nnt sambung cite blk aa2 yg tertinggal k..

see u guys next time..:)

Tadaima~~

Salam~

Tadaima~~ aka I'm home@back...

dah lama x masuk menjengah ke blog ku yang dah bersawang nih...huhuhu

bukan x da masa, tp rasa malas nak menaip la plaks semenjak 2 menjak nih..
hehe..gomen-ne minna san..
Hmm..some good news that i would like to share, n some not so interesting news...

should i tell the good news or the blah news 1st?...well..bukan latest news pown kan?..n mostly ramai yg ada my FB pon dah tahu...hehehe..poyos lah cikpah nih..

For those who didn't know, my hubby telah selamat berpindah ke KL...yay!!..after 1 yr and half...dia dpt posting KL...so, masa bln 6 hr tuh ada mintak tuk pindah ke PD..luckily x dpt. Mmg ada hikmah disebaliknya sungguh..sbb my hubby dpt pindah KL. Kalau aku dpt pindah PD..n he has to transfer to KL...mesti cikpah jd gila..hahaha...alhamdulillah..

So, now he is working in KL, n for now we are staying at my parent's house. Masih lg mencari rumah sewa for us to live in as a family. Dah ada actually..but rite now, umah tuh still got tenant...n after derang pindah, then we can move in. When?..mybe next year kot..not rushing..but slightly eager. hehehe...

But, when there is a good news, there will also be a bad news...but not so bad as u may think. Suami ku kerap g Outstation plaks...huhu..dlm 1 week tuh, adalah 3 hari jer dok umah. Example k...like this week, on Monday keje mcm biasa, Tuesday duty 24 hr..so balik on Wednesday ptg. Thursday - Monday outstation ke Grik. so..kira ek..baper hari dia dok umah..n mostly tiap2 minggu mcm tuh..kalau nasib baik..dptler kuar ari minggu..kalau x, kene kuar mlm2 je..sbb time tuh ja dia free..siang keje kan?..huhu..
At least..wlpon asyik beroutstation jer...masih lg baik dr dok PD..coz tahu, dia akan balik umah juga..huhuuh..kalau kt PD..lagilah..dahla keje tiap2 hari..dpt jumpa pon dlm sebulan 1 kali jer mcm tuh...kira dah syukur sngt dah nih...

So, move on to another story...
Muhammad Afiq Haiqal, my son..dah besa dah..hehe..almost 1thn 6 bln..tp masih lagi susah nk berjalan. Bila kita dok baca mcm2 kat internet, tgk tv..risau gaks if dia ada penyakit...but tgk mcm sihat jer...cuma i think dia nih takut la nk berdiri...sbb try lepas tgn dia..elok je dia berdiri seronok2 tgk tv..tp bila dia seda kita x pgg dia, terus kaki jd lembik..huhuhu..geram pon ada. Skrg nih x mau dah dukung2 sngt..bia jer dia merangkak n cuba dirikan dia..kalau x..sampai bila dia nk jd takut..huhu...kan?..or if some1 ada tips lg baik..share ler...huhuhu

Nak citer semua dlm 1 page mmg x sesuai lh kan..jadi..continue to next posts plaks...hehehe..

I'am mama Afiq...

Salam..

hehe..semenjak dah bersalin nih..mmg x da kesempatan sngt nk menulis panjang2..
blog nih pon makin sunyi..huhuhu

well..my afiq haiqal is sleeping rite next 2 me...so..senang nk tgk if dia bangun nak susu..

hmm..my baby dah pandai senyum2 dah...dah pandai agah org dah...
huhu..geram tgk dia malam2 x mau tdo..skali dia senyum..pastu cakap2 (ntah apa tah..)..terus caiiiirrrr jer mama dia..huhu..

nenek dia lagilah..dok manjakan dia hari2...bunyi sket..terus dukung..padahal baru mengeliat atau celik mata..atuk dia.."mana cucu atuk..mana cucu atuk..sayang atuk..sayang atuk.." balik jogging jer terus terkam cucu...

sometimes i do feel happy as they love him so much...but sometimes i do miss my hubby more than i love my child..normal ker perasaan tuh?

well we have been mariied for more than 1 year..still it is hard to see him...huhuhu...dia nk balik every weekend pon susah..kadang2 balik on saturday or sunday pon..balik hari jer..

luckily my Afiq a bit look like my hubby (sbb masa mama dia ngandung, rindu banget sama ayah dia..hehe)..so kadang2 terubatlah rindu tuh sket2...

opps..my baby latest pics..

Muhammad Afiq Haiqal

Salam..
teringin nk tulis byk2..tp masa x begitu mengizinkan...

cuma nk bgtau...sumer yg ada di sini..:)

Pada tanggal 31 Mei 2011 jam 1.25 pagi...

di Hospital Selayang..
bertemankan hubby, mak ngan abah...

Selamat dah aku bersalinkan seorang baby lelaki...

seberat 2.18 kg (ringannya)..huhu
nama yg telah di beri..

Muhammad Afiq Haiqal bin Mohd Helmi

semoga menjadi seorang khalifah yg berguna di dunia dan akhirat..amin..

6 days left....

Salam...

dalam sedar x sedar..tinggal 6 days jer nk sampai ke due date...

aih..perut skrg pon kerap rasa x selasa..dah sakit2 sikit2..but still xlah sakit mcm nk bersalin (kowt?..huhu)

Well..school break pon dah start hari nih..yippie..
but..byk paper nk kene tanda...huhuhu
need to make it all done before dah dlm labor room...x kan nk tanda masa dlm pantang kan?...
masa pantang adalah masa yg terbaik utk berehat n gain our beauty back..hehehe...n main2 dgn baby for whole day..(bila anak mama nk senyum depan mama dia nih..huhuh)

papers that i need to marks..huhu

1. English 3 classes (42 + 38 + 24)
2. Spelling 3 classes (42 + 38 + 24)
3. P. Seni Visual (37 + 38)
4. PJK (42 + 38)

dah la paper yg kene tanda sumer paper hari Khamis..haha..senang citer..Jumaat lah start marking...

alhamdulillah dah siap tanda

1. English 2 classes
2. Spelling 3 classes
3. PSV 2 classes

yg lain tuh masih dlm progress....haih..mari berusaha..
siap doa kt baby lagi..
" Baby mama jgn keluar dulu taw..bg mama abis tanda sumer paper dulu oke.."

opps..when my due date is just next week...hahaha..

huhuhu..doa jgn bersalin hari ahad malam sampai isnin pagi...
Sbb hubby duty x leh bawa phone time tuh..huhu..mana nk contact dia time tuh...
baby mama baik kan..huhuhu...

doakan yg terbaik buat kami..

*opps..my sister in law ada kt sini ngan ank dia (aqeef)...skrg aqeef suka ikut Acu (kami) dia sebut perkataan kami jugak..hehehe..(guna kami sbb skrg cik pah mmg berdua pon..ada bby kt dlm pewut kan..heheh)

salam..

List2 barang baby....:)

Salam...
walaupon hari Sabtu nih supposed to be my amazing day...but it is hopeless to think that it will turned out that way..Arfah..i know..

i did guessed it earlier...hmm..leave it behind...let's talk bout something happy rite?


Ada member yg tanya..nk list2 barang2 baby yang dah dibeli...ehehhe...semua based on books that i have read..and some from experienced by others (my sis in law..and friends)

List2 barang baby....

1. Baju n seluar (dah beli 6 pasang)
2. Lampin yg boleh dibasuh (1 dozen)
3. Sarung kaki n tgn (4 pasang)
4. Pampers pakai buang ( 1 bekas for newborn)
5. Set mandian
6. Bekas mandi
7. Bekas bedak
8. Barut (3 pasang)
9. Botol susu (2 btol..incase..)
10. Beg utk letak brg2 baby
11. Set bantal n tilam baby
12. Sabun (utk basuh bottle n lampin baby)
13. Selimut (2 helai)
14. Tuala (2 helai)
15. Tudung saji (hehe..utk cover baby takut nyamuk)


hmm...apa lg ek?...mcm lupa jer..

this are some of my baby's stuff...



Beg baby n bekas susu dia..


sumer di letakkan dlm nih...(just for temporary)




nie tilam2 n bantal baby

Am I Selfish?...

Salam....

Am I selfish...when my stuff were being used by others...and im so don't like it...

Am I selfish when they cook for me but i don't want to eat them as they cook it like this is their home?...eventhough maybe it is just my thought?

Am I selfish when i can see that he is living well and happy when I felt so miserable....

Am I selfish when I want it to be us..only us..with no others...

Am I selfish if I told them to go away...

Am I selfish?.....as i can only see him once a month as they can see him everyday...
and because of that..can they just give us some space to be alone...at least when i'm here...

Am I selfish when I want to think that i don't want my baby to be like them?...I want my baby to well mannered....huhuhu

Am I selfish if i told him....all of that?....

When just left 52 days to go....

Salam....

Rasernyer scince i've started getting 'berisi'....mmg blog nih ala2 left alone..jd ank tiri plaks...huhuhu

should make some changes...as our attitude will affect our baby/ies...huhuhu


Would like to share some detail...n some happiness wif u guys..:)

First of all...my baby's scan pic...dah lama scan...masa around 23 weeks...hehehe...dah lama kan?..now dah berapa weeks?....32 weeks...eh..terbalik no jer..

so..this is my baby....u can see the chubby face but his hands are covering his face..and of course..the genital area..that proves he is a boy...

nilah scannyer...(23 weeks n 3 days)

on the right side..my chubby baby with his hand covering his face
left side..his legs and showing his genital area

ada nk tulis lain..nnt sambung lah..ehehe..bg byk sket post...

65 days to go...yippie...

Salam...

hmm...apa ek..
makin byk activity yg berlaku...tp makin malas nk menulis....

kerja2 LAB (Laporan Adab Belajar) ala2 Buku Rekod murid2 tuh dah siap diisi dah..tinggal nk suruh PK Petang je sign...

kerja2 keceriaan kelas pun x start lagik..huhuhu...bahan2 dah beli..idea dah mencurah2..tp tangan n kaki nk buat tuh terasa beban kemalasan..(adakah akan affect my baby?..) hopefully x ler..jgn anak mama nih jadi malas..huhuhuhu

kadang2 dah nak masuk 8 mnths nih..jalan pon masih pantas dan tuntas..buku pon still dok kendong byk2 lagi...ramai guru2 tego.."Arfah...jgn bwk barang berat2.." huhu..but i still can manage to walk faster...n turun naik tangga tingkat 4 ngan tingkat 3....

kadang2 kagum dgn diri sendiri...heheh..alhamdulillah masih kuat..demi anak murid ku...
but now, suara jer yg serak2 ella..huhuhu...kalo ajar muzsik nih mesti suara sheksi..hahaha

well..since i'm start expecting nih...my weight is almost 49 kg....now dah nk masuk 8 mnths...my weight is almost 57 kg....n now my weight is stabilizing....mebi dah x akan naik lg dah

alhamdulillah my hgb (blood cells count) already normal..above 11...kalau x..akan affect kat baby...

yg lain..x da diabetis or high blood pressure...alhamdulillah...normal semua..
kira baby first nih...x membawa any masalah kepada ku...x da muntah2..x da alahan..i'm a healthy mother..:)..syukur..cuma a bit sensitive..coz away from hubby ler katakan..ehehhe

Baby pun dah redi nama...opps..can't tell u guys yet..ehehe...
Me n my hubby pon dah setuju nama tuh..n..babies stuff almost completed..
cuma mama's stuff jer blom beli lagik..huhuhu

tgk baby gerak2 dalam perut makes me happy..n sometimes he do respond to my touches n voices..sukanya...ehehe
yes..for anyone who didnt know my baby's gender..we have scanned n hopefully he is a boy...

Ada guru sekolah yg tanya.... "x nak ambil cuti awal ker?"...but i hope i don't have too..coz..cuti sekolah starts on 28th of May...n my due is 3rd of June..jadi ada 1 week b4 my due date..hopefully x perlu..n of course i will take the 3 months leave...ehehe..nak dok sama hubby n baby...

ada gambar sacan dia..but i don't remember where did i placed my transfer wire..jadi nntlah kalo jumpa wire tu...baru upload..

okelah...rite now nak rehat2..ehehe..
sekolah petang..balik pon almost 7.00 pm...

take care all..:)

A happy expecting mother..:)

Salam...
lama sungguh x hapdate blog nih..huhuhu

my kandungan dah masuk 23 minggu...dalam erti kata lain...dah 5 bulan 3 minggu...almost 6 months la...so..ada lagi dlm lbh kurang 3 bulan lagi nak due...

sebabkan saya sebagai seorang expecting ibu yg x reti nak sabar nk tahu her baby's gender..dengan x sabarnya telah mengajak hubby ke kilnik..nak scan..

sib baik hubby cuti hari nih..so..after g lunch@tea time kat KFC around 5 pm (dr pagi mkn sekeping roti canai jer..lapo giler)...baru aku g scan..almost kol 6 jugak lah time nk scan tuh..

aku g Klinik Sri Indah jer...dekat area Taman Samudra (dah pernah g skali..tp sbb demam jer dulu)...

Masa g klinik tuh..baby dah gerak2 kt dalam...mmg time nih time dia gerak2...sampai maghrib..pastu stop..kol 9pm sampai pg esok dia akan gerak2 balik..dah tau dah rutin bby..ehehe

Bila bby dok gerak2 kt dalam tuh...risau gaks..if scan nih nampak ke x gender dia..girl ker..boy ker...nnt rugi jer g scan x nampak...huhu

x lah tunggu lama...then turn up my number..806..masukler bilik D..doktor dia perempuan melayu islam..Dr. Fauziah..sngt2 sweet...tanya bila last period..siap kata lg.."sori dr..dah terlupa..tp masa last scan...masa tuh 9w 3d...n due dia 3 jun 2011 nih...." "Kalo scan..agak2 dah bleh tahu x gender dia?" siap tanya mcm tuh lg..ehehe...sib baik doc tuh kata.."kita try..InsyaAllah nampak"....

Aku n hubby aku pon follow doc tuh nk g scan...debar2 sbb time tuh rasa bby dok gerak2 dlm perut nih..(alamak..nampak ke nih..huhu..)

masa 1st doc tuh check perut..dia kata..saiz besa nih..mcm saiz 26 minggu....pastu dia pon redi nak scan..as usual..letak gel tuh..

then masa 1st scan..nampak muka bby..alamk..chubby nyer...terus aku agak..mcm muka ayah dia lah...huhu..sihat nih...
pastu doc tuh pon gerak2..dia kata..."ha..tuh..nampak.."..aku plak.."nampak apa?"...

dia kata.."nk tahu gender kan?...sy bgtahu..insyaAllah..boy nnt. Kita tgk lagi skali ok.."....aku dah "alamak...dalam hati hoping nak bby girl..wpon dah dpt agak bby boy coz tgk dr perut.

Skali bby tuh malu plaks...ehehe..terus bila nk tgk muka dia lagi skali..nengok bird dia pon dia dah cover. Doc siap kata.."dia tgh men jari kot"..sbb jari2 dia betol2 depan muka..kaki dah terus silang2..x bg nampak bawah tuh...
pusing punya pusing..doc tuh pon berjaya tunjuk lagi.."ha..tuh la...nampak x?. Tuh tangan dia..kaki dia..badan dia.." Alahai...comel la plaks...chubbynya bby aku nih...tangan, kaki, peha semua nampak sihat..lengkap..uri pon oke...bby sihat..alhamdulillah...

terus after scan..aku ajak hubby jom g Sogo..survey brg2 bby..n call my mum n my sis in law..

"Mak dah agak dah lelaki..tgk nomi x da bersolek pon...pastu malas ngan penat jer.." alamk..malas ker?..huhuu
"ok lah tuh..aqeef ada geng.." Kak ita..huhuhu....

hubby plaks?..apa ek reaksi dia?..

dr pas scan dok tersengih2 jer...dia mmg suka kalo bby boy..sengih memanjang jer...
aku?..asal bby sihat n sempurna sifat..alhamdulillah...

y nak bby girl masa mula2 tuh?..
sebab..abah dah ada cucu lelaki...kalo bleh nak bg cucu perempuan plaks...

tp x pelah..
abah kata..
"alamk..abis rumah nnt..hehehe"

sukanya...i'm happy..:)
A Happy Expecting Mother....:)

kecil...risau laa...

Salam...

aku blom lagi wat any session kat klinik kesihatan...so..tahap kesihatan for me n my baby are still unknown...huhu

but as i still can see now...
my tummy is small compare to my colleague....we all can see her 'membesar'..but me..only my tummy..n still it is hard to be noticed.

hmm...sometimes risau..sometimes i do feel lucky coz nnt bila dah bersalin..x lah susah nak lose weight...huhu..

or adakah aku nih x cukup zat?..huhu

cadangnyer nk jumpa doc right after cuti sekolah nih...kira nk check with hubby la...it it is about 1 more week...huhu..hati nih berdebar jugak..

blood pressure ok ke? hemo cukup ker? sugar ok ker? calcium oke for my baby ker? the conditions of the baby oke ker?...huhu..

rasa mcm nk nanyi lagu P.Ramlee..."risauu.....hatiku nangis risau...."

ehe...apapun..just pray that it is all alright..

Good news...alhamdulillah..

Salam...

dah lama tahu..just now baru rasa nak share....

harap2 semua doakan yer..